It’s an unhappy truth that limerence is worst when you’re unhappy. Limerence can often start during a time of of trial: when you are exhausted, overwhelmed, stressed, lonely, grieving, or depressed. It’s also more likely that if you are already limerent, the craving for LO will be strongest during periods of emotional hardship.
Anecdotally, this is familiar:
“I had a really bad day today, and texted LO as soon as I got home. That’s no contact wrecked.”
“I really missed her, and spent all afternoon stalking her on Facebook.”
“Everything was going wrong and then he called and I couldn’t resist…”
Why? Well, it’s easy to make an analogy with a smoker or alcoholic craving their poison of choice under the same circumstances, and I think that is a useful way in to understanding why we seek LO during times of sadness. Basically, we use limerence for mood regulation.
It’s an attempt to self-medicate. Limerent reward is a comforting mechanism that always used to work well, is readily available (especially in the case of reverie), and overpowers other thoughts and concerns. The impulse is pretty clear: when stressed, depressed or upset, our brains seek comfort. Negative mood is an aversive state, by definition. It feels awful. So we seek escapes, we seek relief, we seek ways to counteract the low mood. And as limerents, we have repeatedly trained ourselves that there is one particular habit that gives excitement, hope and reward – seeking LO.

This is a very unsophisticated mood-regulating strategy, of course. It’s our lizard brains taking charge, and ignoring the fact that we now have a much more nuanced and wise understanding of the harms of limerence. We may have learned that those past pleasures are no longer effective, but that doesn’t stop us wanting them. In fact, we may even have a plan for limerence withdrawal, may have been methodically making progress with no contact, and have a very clear intellectual understanding of the fact that limerence will cause far more long-term harm to us than any short-term benefits from a mood boost. But when we’re struggling, expecting our lizard brains to carefully weigh all that nuance is somewhat naive.

This is a problem. Beyond the fact that it is obviously keeping us trapped in limerence, there is an even worse outcome: it’s a vicious cycle for wrecking your mood even further.
If you’ve reached the point where you have recognised that limerence is unhealthy for you, you are likely to come out of these relapse periods feeling worse than ever. Even if you managed to secure some fleeting and shallow relief from LO contact, once it passes, you have to face your recovery setback. This usually comes with some shame, anger, self-loathing, or just plain sadness and regret. Obviously, that can exacerbate the depressed mood that started the whole thing, and make you want to seek some relief…
It’s a horrible cycle: helplessly seeking comfort from a behaviour that is actually making things even worse.
What can be done?
One of the principles of this site is that even if we feel helpless, we aren’t. There is always action we can take, always options we can choose, even if the steps are modest and initially tentative. The first and most important step is to find better, healthier strategies for mood regulation. We all of us will hit rough patches in life. They are unavoidable. So we should experiment with other mood regulators that can give comfort when the “black dog” comes to visit. Some good examples:
- Walking
- Listening to uplifting music
- Watching films
- Dancing
- Singing
- Spending time with friends
- Spending time in nature
- Perpetrating bad art (especially if it gets better)
- Lifting weights
- Journaling
- Meditating
- Daydreaming about a better life
The second step can be linked to these alternate mood-enhancers: find new hobbies and interests. Novelty is rewarding, and arousing, and if you can find a new project that is fulfilling you are far less likely to fall back into old habits and routines. Distraction can seem like an evasion, but it certainly works to disrupt established patterns of behaviour that are keeping you trapped. You need to get out of the rut of circling back to LO when bored or sad, and throwing yourself into new hobbies and adventures is a good way to shake things up.
The third step is to be wise to your limitations. It is hardest to muster the willpower to resist the LO craving when you are depressed, so you have to plan for what you will do ahead of time when your mood is better. Try to identify the triggers that make you most vulnerable to LO-seeking. Is it loneliness? Is it abandonment anxiety? Is it insecurity? If you can spot the triggers you can anticipate times of vulnerability and protect yourself. Deploy your new tools.
If you frequently get lonely on a friday night, sitting at home with a box of chocolates and LO on speed dial, join a friday night Argentine tango club and step and pivot the loneliness away.

And that brings us to the final point. The universal solution. The panacea of LwL: purposeful living.
There’s really only one lasting cure for low mood, and that’s finding something that makes you want to keep going even when you feel bad. Finding a purpose, a goal you care about, a vision of what your life could be like if you took control of your destiny. That shift in mindset moves you from a state of passive dependency to one of active motivation.
Living with purpose means you stop depending on LO for comfort, stop following their lead, stop letting their behaviour dictate your mood. When your energy is focused on achieving something worthwhile that you care about, the need for mood regulation decreases, along with the appeal of shallow gratification. When life has a solid foundation, you no longer lean on unhealthy crutches.
Unshackle yourself from the false comfort of LO. Seek out new passions, new rewards, new directions to take your life in. Find a new northstar, and follow it to freedom.
This is very helpful for where I am right now Dr L. I find early evening – a time when I’m tired, hungry & a little cranky that I start to want an LO fix. (In the recovery community the acronym HALT is often used to assess why you suddenly crave your addiction – are you hungry, angry, lonely or tired? Addressing those healthily – eat something, do some deep breathing, reach out to a friend, get your jammies on – can sometimes remove the craving.
I’ve also used music recently as a limerence enabler – songs about doomed romances & thwarted lovers. It provides the perfect backdrop to LO reverie. I’m planning on switching to some intellectually stimulating podcasts in the car instead.
One caution I’d maybe highlight for myself is to pick one or two max improved behaviours to inhibit limerence. If I decide to meditate daily, go to the gym, eat healthily and write my gratitude journal for eg – invariably it’s too much, I fail and end up feeling rubbish again. So I’m planning on starting with podcasts and getting back to meditation (will be interested to see if I can do this without the mind flicking back to LO).
I’m in an odd place at the moment, as my 6yr old son has just undergone major surgery. What surprised me, once I eventually had some headspace, was I didn’t resort to limerent revere as a coping strategy. I’m guessing that is progress.
I also thought LO was blocked on Facebook, but turns out he was just unfriended. A close relative of mine still works at the same place (different department) as LO and seems to have said something about what was going on, as whilst my son was in theatre I got around to looking at messages and discovered I had one from LO – in much the same time/style as some of my female friends – just sending best wishes as a friend and to let him know if he could help in any way.
What surprised me there was how little I felt about it, no high feelings but no (distinguishable) lows either. Just a “Oh that’s kind”.
Is this likely to be because my head’s already in a mess so distracted? Or because SO and I are unusually close at the moment? (I’m wondering if I should have told SO about the message, but couldn’t see what good would have come of doing that.)
Don’t over think your LO, focus on your son.
I hope everything goes well!
Sophie: “Is this likely to be because my head’s already in a mess so distracted? Or because SO and I are unusually close at the moment? ”
I think it’s true that LE has less control over our brains when our thoughts and emotions are forced to be where we really know they should be. In your current situation, caring for your son and bonding with your SO for this parental need.
Do not tell your SO about text from LO, definitely not now during this traumatic time for both of you with your sons surgery (I assume by this you’ve told SO about feelings for LO).
Sending prayers for your son’s full recovery.
Thank you all. He’s doing well considering.
@Bob yes, I completely disclosed to SO before I quit the job. I disclosed because I knew I wanted to improve things with SO but he didn’t see there was a problem. Since then we’ve had marriage counseling and things have improved massively. So in that instance it was worthwhile. In this situation it would add stress and insecurity to one that’s already stressful (but not as bad as it would have been if we’d been faced with it a year or two ago) I haven’t and don’t intend to say anything. NC has been resumed.
Wishing your son a speedy recovery. Sounds to me like you’ve made massive progress judging from your reaction to your LOs message. Take that as a win. 🙌
I think it’s a great sign that your brain is learning the right lessons. Your focus is on SO and your son, and you are appropriately responding to LO as a peripheral distraction. Go with it. Reinforce that (correct) perspective by continuing as you are, and keep building and enjoying the closeness with your husband.
A silver lining to a rough period. Wishing your son a full recovery.
Thank you for this post. And the site in general. So insightful and very, very helpful!
The concept of limerence is new to me, although I’ve known for years that the way I fell in love was unhealthy and addictive. It all makes sense now – and by knowing the monster, I find myself able to fight it.
No wonder I have been using LO fantasies to lift my mood. I was a lonely child and grew up in a family with very little affection, feeling like I was invisible most of the time. Of course I fantasized about being loved, appreciated and really seen. And it lifted my mood.
I brought the isolation and fear of not being lovable with me into adulthood, falling in love only when pretty sure it couldn’t possibly lead to a secure, intimate relationship. And then I fed off the fantasies to comfort myself. As I said to my therapist, I only needed the smallest grain of reciprocation to cultivate a fully fledged love affair in my mental petri dish at home.
I thought I comforted myself. But how I’ve made me suffer!
I feel ready to bond in a healthy way now. Going slow, looking to find an actual match for me. But I also worry a little – what if a new LO turns up when I’m in a calm, loving relationship? I hope I’ll be able to see it for what it is. All siren song and painful highs. Losing myself, basically.
Hi Danica,
Thanks for your comment, and welcome!
It sounds like you’ve done a lot of good work already on getting to the root of your limerence triggers. Your worry is understandable – I guess it comes down to who you become limerent for. If your typical LO is emotionally avoidant, and makes you feel insecure (which might match the pattern of your family background) then that would likely be incompatible with a calm, loving relationship. In which case, LOs are best avoided as potential partners. You may have to deal with limerence for someone else after forming a healthy bond with a good partner, that’s true, but… we all have to face that prospect. In fact this site exists because of that exact scenario!
So, I guess I’m saying, it’s possible, but it’s also manageable.
Good luck and best wishes in your search for a worthy partner!
Yep. Limerence is a direct consequence of being unable to regulate one’s moods and emotions healthily. For me anyway. Anyone else here been looking into Borderline PD and/or c-PTSD? Not diagnosed yet, but so many of the BPD key traits sound horribly familiar to me…
There are more than a few posts about BPD and personality disorders in general on the site but nothing specifically dedicated to them. I have two professional opinions that LO #2 was either a borderline or a narcissist. The one professional that actually knew LO #2 when we were dating said she exhibited symptoms of PTSD and NPD. One therapist I worked with said, “You’ve convinced me she’s a borderline, quit trying to convince yourself she isn’t.”
Have you looked at some of the really early blogs? You have to get to them from the Blog link via the menu. Some of the best stuff is there but it’s not easy to find.
Oops…there is one related to PDs.
https://livingwithlimerence.com/2018/10/26/narcissist-los/
I am convinced my LO is a high functioning quiet borderline. Didn’t realize it until Lee prompted me on this site. “Classic” bpd didn’t fit, but the “quiet version” of it, internalizing everything fit perfectly and made all of a sudden sooo much sense.